Second Day Back
2:34 AM by Hello_Cocoa
Okay, so today's my second day back to school. I really don't like school, but my mom kinda scolded me to find something that I like about school. She said, "..you always say that you hate school or you don't like a certain class. Why don't you FIND something good about them. You keep saying negative things about school and that's why you struggle so much. If you continue to do that you won't survive." I think I say those things to make myself feel better. I know I don't "hate" school, but just saying that I hate something when I don't hate anything makes me feel the least bit better. I'm just so tired of everything, I want to find comfort in something. Maybe my mom is right in saying that I should "say" more positive things about school. I used to say positive things about school just because that's what everybody wanted to hear and that's when I actually hated school. Maybe if I say what my mom wants to hear that will then make me feel content. I feel so scared. Like something bad will happen in the near future. It's like I'm always anticipating for the bad and that's why I'm always under stress and I never give myself a break. I have to learn to let myself happy. How do you become happy?
